Anxiety to pain

Today distress choked my words

shortcomings of lies, betrayals and false vows

are stride of reprimand
to disclose their demons

all this is just a third of my despair

but for you, It don't care ...

I pour my dissatisfaction in their hands

it is inevitable their changes
to imprison my anxiety to pain

I walk through texts and loneliness

to find the address of my sadness

between precipices and panic, I was in there.
to believe, to pretend, to deserve

but I don't deserve...

so I hope my turn
to believe it's done
and find my peace of mind in my dreams
and not everything is what it seems


I can rest on the green forest in my imagination
and I'm not afraid anymore...

still inside the pain and shame

I'm reborn